Do I have a sign on me that says "treat me like crap"? How about one that says "ignore me" or "be condescending to me"? I must have them somewhere. There has to be a reason why everyone is treating me this way. Maybe it's me. I don't know and tired of trying to find out why.
I feel like the biggest outsider. Nothing matters anymore. No matter what I do, nobody cares. Sure, promise something and then bail. Ignore my calls. I don't have feelings. I can't get hurt. Do whatever the f*** you want to me. You don't what it's like to feel alone. It's pointless to keep pretending I'm ok. Honestly, it hurts too much to keep going.
I punched a window like Holden Caulfield. It's the best I've felt all week. I'm only slightly calm enough to write this because someone out there might actually care.
This will probably be my last post.
Bad Religion - Struck A Nerve
Fuel - Forever (Best opening lyric ever)
Now Sleepyhead - Who The F***
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Dry Spell
6 hours ago
4 comments:
Hey man, people are dicks, that's inevitable. And it's not you, particularly, that they're treating like shit. It's their own illness, their own sickness. Don't let the bastards bring you down.
I'm seconding a free man's point, and I know what you're feeling. I've been alone for seven years now and want to punch a window myself about every two weeks.
Just hold your head up and keep going - that's what this life is.
(Oh, and read some Vonnegut - It helps me.)
Life sucks in general, but it will go on with or without you.
Try being deployed to Iraq, and 4 months in to it your wife of 9 years says that she doesnt love you anymore. Then realize your entire savings are gone.
What you dont do is give up, there are people who still depend on you even if you dont see it.
Sometimes you gotta say "what the F***"
Hey man I know the feeling, maybe? This is not the answer but sit back and take a few long deep breaths. It may relax you a bit. Tomorrows another day, all things must pass, I heard that somewhere.
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